{"id":707,"date":"2021-06-30T19:04:43","date_gmt":"2021-06-30T19:04:43","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/burbiculo.com\/?page_id=707"},"modified":"2021-06-30T19:04:43","modified_gmt":"2021-06-30T19:04:43","slug":"la-solitude-lumineuse","status":"publish","type":"page","link":"https:\/\/burbiculo.com\/en\/trabajo-artistico\/la-solitude-lumineuse\/","title":{"rendered":"La solitude lumineuse"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<figure class=\"wp-block-embed is-type-video is-provider-vimeo wp-block-embed-vimeo\"><div class=\"wp-block-embed__wrapper\">\n<iframe loading=\"lazy\" title=\"La solitude lumineuse by Burbiculo\" src=\"https:\/\/player.vimeo.com\/video\/489462461?dnt=1&amp;app_id=122963\" width=\"750\" height=\"422\" frameborder=\"0\" allow=\"autoplay; fullscreen; picture-in-picture\" allowfullscreen><\/iframe>\n<\/div><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-orange-color has-text-color\">Video creation, 2020<br>Videos, movement and edition by me<br>Song: Underwaterfall by Bearcubs<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-orange-color has-text-color\">I created this as the end result of my own workshop &#8221;Sensualidad : Alquimia y Sanacion&#8221;. In this workshop, I share my creative process with my students, which involves transforming my anguish and pain in creation.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-orange-color has-text-color\">For this particular video, I was working with my contradicting fear and thrill to start studying Somatic Sex Education. I was scared of facing my own sexual traumas, and of the isolation from intimate relationships that can come with working as a sex educator.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-orange-color has-text-color\">But when I watched the final result, it sent me a message so different than my intention. I watch this video and I see a beautiful relationship that I have with myself. All of the videos were recorded on my own, with my cellphone, in selfie mode, during the first months of the pandemic. And instead of seeing isolation, I see power and beauty in my loneliness. I literally SEE what I feel about my body being my only home, and how I nurture this relationship daily. As someone who has always felt in the liminal space : in-between languages, in-between genders, in-between homes, in-between countries; I learn more and more that my home is here, now, within myself and within the passion that my body gives me. I have always felt the happiest in movement. Between here and there, enjoying the road.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-orange-color has-text-color\">I grew more compassionate of myself by understanding my self in a relationship with myself. If you wake up beside the same person every single day, and you don&#8217;t have a break from them, even when you go to the bathroom, you&#8217;ll probably get annoyed with them. I know I would. And that&#8217;s how I feel about myself. For my whole life I&#8217;ve had a hard time appreciating my own company so often. Finally, thinking about me as my own partner makes me see that even when I annoy myself, I still love myself.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-orange-color has-text-color\">* I had lost a lot of weight because of emotional reasons prior to this video, what you can see is not my healthy weight.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Video creation, 2020Videos, movement and edition by meSong: Underwaterfall by Bearcubs I created this as the end result of my own workshop &#8221;Sensualidad : Alquimia y Sanacion&#8221;. In this workshop, I share my creative process with my students, which involves transforming my anguish and pain in creation. For this particular video, I was working with&hellip; <a class=\"more-link\" href=\"https:\/\/burbiculo.com\/en\/trabajo-artistico\/la-solitude-lumineuse\/\">Continue reading <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">La solitude lumineuse<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"parent":669,"menu_order":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","template":"","meta":{"footnotes":""},"class_list":["post-707","page","type-page","status-publish","hentry","entry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/burbiculo.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages\/707","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/burbiculo.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/burbiculo.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/page"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/burbiculo.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/burbiculo.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=707"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/burbiculo.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages\/707\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":708,"href":"https:\/\/burbiculo.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages\/707\/revisions\/708"}],"up":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/burbiculo.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages\/669"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/burbiculo.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=707"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}